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First Post Of 2010

Friday, January 1st, 2010

I’m bummed out already. Tip for the youngsters out there – pace yourself when drinking. Going full retard too quick results in some good ol’ barfing. I hit the point of no return so I didn’t care. ALWAYS drink water before passing out. I did and guess what? ;-) No hangover the next morning. My stomach was a tad off but I gave it a few hours and I was HUNGRY!

I went shooting out in the sticks with some friends. I guess my headphones didn’t do the best job as my ears ring a bit still. I “chopped” down a small tree with an AR15 and my Kimber .45ACP. It was fun but soooo fucking cold. I’m talking 10 degrees in this little holler. We shot water bottles and the water froze shortly after exploding. I was dressed for it but the fingers are always the weak point. I had chili which was WONDERFUL especially after freezing my ass off. That greasy goodness just hit that “hangover” craving perfectly and warmed me up. I smashed 3 bowls of it.

Now I’m chilling in bed after a short nap. I’ve got Munchos and Gatorade at my side. I wish I could shake this funk. I just feel empty. :-( I know what I’m missing. Ms. Sexy X called last night but I missed the call. I tried calling back right after but reception was shitty so I’m not sure if she heard it. It’s been almost 2 weeks now since I talked with her last. :-( It’s going straight to voicemail now. Ugh.

I don’t have any food in the house right now. I’m hungry but I don’t know what for. I might make a huge batch of mac and cheese. I think I’ll watch a movie.

I wish I had something more exciting for this post but to me it’s just another (shitty) day. I’m almost there, to my jumping off point. A few more days then it’s time to start arranging my move. I have to. I was thinking about that today passing through the hills where there’s trailers and dinky little houses with shit piled all around it. Perhaps that’s what they want but I assume they got stuck with the situation and never tried to improve it. I plan giving it my all so I never end up like that. I wouldn’t mind a house in the woods, not at all. But these are on little plots that looks like someone squatted there long ago.

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I Created The Sound Of Sadness

Tuesday, December 29th, 2009

Okay so I admit that’s not terribly clever but I don’t care. It kinda made me smile for a second today. Today I have been sooooo tired. I wasn’t feeling too well this morning either. Here’s a key – when you drink a bit of beer the previous night always drink some water and gatorade. Rehydration is the key. Now I didn’t have but 5 so that was nothing but I also had a bunch of spicy pizza and let’s just say the BS hit this morning. I had forgotten to drink anything so I was a little dehydrated as well. The key here was to eat greasy food when I felt better and keep drinking water.

That’s not the only thing though. (Oh wow, I just had a burp that tasted like a beer… almost 24 hours later. Weird.) Where was I? Ah yes. I’ve been feeling down all day like something bad is about to happen. I’m not sure what but it has me depressed.

I have no idea what I’m doing. I’m going to move but I don’t know what will happen thereafter. Am I afraid? Strangely, no. I have to get out of this place, I’m going nuts. I need something. Will I stay where I go? I hope so but I can’t say with any certainty. It’s a big move. I have to get closer to MSX. This is what *I* want. I’m doing it for me and hopefully for her. If not, oh well, this is what I want to do. I never mean to discredit her opinion but I know I put her in an awkward position of making it feel like she is making me do this. Hell no, I’ve been thinking about moving forever and now is the time. I don’t care if she’ll be gone for a while by the time I get there. She will be back. I must be with her. Sigh. The anxiety will come, there IS some fear there but for the moment I’m good. Will she be there when I get there? How will things go? What about my job? There’s mounds of what-ifs but I’m just saying “fuck it” and doing it. I won’t let life pass me by, I’m going after what I want.

My boss told me yesterday I have good leadership skills. I can see that but I’ve never really been in that position before. I don’t want to lead, that’s not my style, but if I’m stuck in the position I will do it. I haven’t really thought about it beyond that. What I was thinking mostly of today was where am I going? What do I want to do? What do I love that would make for a good job?

I love guns. I love the beauty of them and the mechanics and the physics. I like figuring out how machines work. I like football. I like video games. Can any of those be made into a useful skill? I don’t know. That’s what I’ve been pondering all day. That and I’ve been thinking about MSX, things that should be and other stuff. I was a little worried about her again. Sigh. Why do I have to be so stupid at times? And why does life have to throw such curveballs?

I’m tired, I’m cranky, I’m sad. That’s the wrap up of my day. Like most people except I have a private blog to bitch on. Fuck off!

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Triple Option

Sunday, October 4th, 2009

What are my options? The current one is trying to make contact with Ms. Sexy X. I still haven’t heard a thing from her. Calling her phone I just get disconnected. I still don’t know what that means if anything. I don’t like it, that’s for sure. My second option is to try to make contact with her friend. I don’t have her contact information, she never did give me her phone number though she hinted at an email that her friend uses that I can try. I just don’t know if I should, would she be mad? Would her friend be weirded out or even respond? My third option is emailing her mom again but I haven’t heard from her since my SNAFU in July. That really sucks. I know her mom would know what’s going on even if they’re travelling at the moment. She keeps in touch with that friend. Am I doing too much or too little? The big question is why she hasn’t contacted me? I don’t think it’s a lack of want… I sure hope as hell it ain’t. She sounded happy and was excited to talk with me 16 days ago. I don’t think anything could suddenly change her mind. I have no idea, I’m worried and scared.

That’s the big thought on my mind today. I tried going biking today but the bike is broke so I opted out. I wasn’t too keen on doing that but I figured why not… oh well. I did do a workout after I ate Taco Bell… love the food but definitely never the smartest idea to do that. Right now I’m drinking a Pepsi to help settle my stomach. Speaking of Taco Bell, their new Nacho Crunch burrito is awesome. It’s expensive at $1.99 but it’s a welcome break from the Burrito Supreme which they jacked the price up on.

I’m also helping my brother move a little, I figured it’d give me a distraction. I watched the Bungles beat the Browns. I still can’t believe the Steelers lost to them last week. They’ll beat the Chargers tonight at 8PM. Too bad Polamalu is out again as I can’t wait until he’s back. The Patriots beat the Ravens, I called that upset though it was just barely and I still think the Ravens are the better team there. I didn’t expect the Redskins to win nor Jacksonville. Interesting.

I’m tired at the moment. I think I’ll go up on the roof and think. Yeah, it’s slightly cold and there’s a cool breeze. I don’t care. The clouds mask the sunset but I’ll watch regardless.

I need help and the only one that can help me hasn’t talked to me in 16 days. That suuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks like you wouldn’t believe. Things will get better, they have to.

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Old Chicago: World Beer Tour

Wednesday, September 30th, 2009

What is the World Beer Tour aka WBT? It’s sort of a game at a pizza chain known as Old Chicago. For a chain pizza the price isn’t bad and the pizza is excellent. I’m sure there’s better pizza out there, I’ve certainly had better but for a chain this is wonderful. That atmosphere is good and they have a lot of beer, at least 110. The tour comprises of one successful completion of drinking all 110 beers offered at any of the restaurants. They’re given unique numbers because while all locations have the big 3 domestics there are a ton of local brews specifically offered at certain locales. I’m not sure how many different beers they offer throughout the company but given the numbering it could be as much as 1,500!! To make life a little easier and to make the tour a little more fun they offer mini-tours which are somewhere between 6-10 beers selected for a given festival like 4th of July, St. Patrick’s Day, or Oktoberfest. These beers are given different numbers in the 9,000 range in order to distinguish from the main tour because you get a prize at the end of the mini-tours (in the form of a shirt for that event.) They also count on your main tour so if you want to have the same beer again, that’s your chance to have two for your main tour. There are different milestones along the way to completing your tour, at the end you get a shirt, name on the Wall of Foam, and probably something else. You can complete the tour as many times as you want. Once you complete it 10 times (a whopping 1,100 beers and at least $5,000 later) you get a nice pewter mug which allows you to get any pint and a half beer for the price of 10 oz. That’s certainly nice but expensive. I’m at 70 beers, I had more but somehow lost a good dozen mysteriously. Once I complete it I’m done, if I even complete it. That’s a lot of money that I don’t have. :-(

The only downside to this tour is having to drink wheat beers which I can’t stand especially hefeweizen crap. Yuck.

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101st Post!!

Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009

My first little milestone for this blog. Is it important. Aw, hell no! I just felt like pointing that out.

My sleep was kind of spotty this morning but overall it wasn’t too bad. My dad stopped by to paint. I was going to help him but my PC decided to kill over and die. The power supply was going and it finally quit today. I’ve been contacting the manufacturer, it looks like I’ll send in the old unit and pay for a new, it’s cheaper than buying retail. One interesting way to test is to short the 20 pin connector with a paper clip, unplugging it all obviously and connecting pins 16&17. It powered on for a split second and died.

I ate lunch with my dad at Old Chicago. I finished the Oktoberfest mini tour. The Bluegrass Brewing Company has a good Oktoberfest brew out of Louisville, I was pleasantly surprised.

Today I’m feeling kind of pissy given the thing from last night and I don’t know. I’m hoping Ms. Sexy X calls today though I don’t expect it.

NCIS season 7 starts tonight which I’m excited about. The LA version also shows thereafter but I think LL Cool J is an idiot and I wasn’t impressed by the “new” show when they had their 2 episodes last season. We’ll see.

I’m actually feeling pissed at life in general. I feel like I’m stuck in a bog and I’m just waiting. :-(

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Here I Go

Sunday, September 13th, 2009

Fuck, last night was a great but horrible night.

After work I headed over to Old Chicago and watched most of the OSU/USC game. Surprisingly, Ohio State was keeping up with the Trojans and in fact had the lead after a field goal and safety. I had some delicious pizza (pepperoni/mushroom/green pepper) and was working on the World Beer Tour. Unfortunately, every single one I had was nasty as shit. One was Franziskaner, Ayinger, Warsteiner, and St. Pauli’s Girl. I had to chug each one because they tasted awful to me. The waiter started to pour the first one for me, saying it needed to be poured halfway first, mix it, and pour the rest because “it’s unfiltered.” I’m not a beer maker so I don’t know what that means. I bet there is just extra unfermented yeast in there. Still, I was pissed because he spilled beer by foaming it out and I don’t want anyone pouring a beer for me unless it’s from a tap. I’d prefer to do that myself too but you can’t really go behind a bar out of the blue. :-( I think they’re all hefeweizen which is a wheat beer and I hate wheat beers so I knew they’d all suck ass. Oh well.

We went back to a friend’s apartment where we watched the rest of the game. You could see that USC was on a scoring drive… I don’t care for OSU but I hate USC so I wanted to see the former win. Oh well. It’s like Notre Dame and Michigan, I don’t like Michigan but I really don’t like ND so seeing the latter lose was fine by me. The worst of two evils, you know?

I tossed a foam football around for a while and played 3 games of pong and lost each. We were all tired so we called it a night. I went home and decided to call Ms. Sexy X. Well to my surprise I get an answer. Mind you it’s 2AM here. I’m super excited. We talk for close to an hour, we just got started and then the phone cut off. WHAT THE FUCK?? The reason I’ve been getting voicemail so much is that where she is at right now is spotty coverage. That’s sort of a relief in some ways but it really sucks. I tried for 2 hours afterwards. I didn’t go to bed until 6AM. For an hour and a half I’d sometimes get through and she’d answer but you couldn’t hear anything. Once she managed to call me but it was the same result. I was super sad but finally gave up.

Now I’m left with mixed emotions. We barely got to talk, I have a ton of things to say and we were just cut off. Fuck. I don’t know. I’m hoping she calls back today. I’ve already tried calling a few minutes ago and it went straight to voicemail. Sigh.

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Nectar Of The Gods

Saturday, September 12th, 2009

There’s only one brew that can be called a true beer.

That’s obviously GUINNESS! Nothing is so smooth and tasty. I don’t care for the 250th Anniversary edition nor the Extra Stout. Just plain ol’ Draught is where it’s at for me. I can’t wait to taste it in Ireland, fresh from the brewery. I hear there’s absolutely nothing like it. YUMMY!

After Guinness, it’s a tough pick. I’ve tasted some other stouts and liked them but Guinness is my first pick. For ales I’d go with Newcastle Brown Ale for sure. That’s a tough call because Smithwick’s is downright delicious, it tastes like the ale version of Guinness. I might have to leave that as a tie. Bass is alright, I’ll leave that for a Black and Tan. The former two make for a good Black and Brown and BlackSmith when topped with Guinness, respectively. For lagers I’d go with Harp and then Killian’s. Again, that might be a tough call, you can’t go wrong with either. There’s different names but I just call those two Half and Half and a Black and Red again when topped with Guinness, respectively. I like the Dos Equis Amber and Amber Bock. For a cheaper domestic beer I usually get a Miller Lite. Personally, I found I’d much rather pay a little more for a proper beer but I’ve drank anything and everything if it comes down to it, especially if it’s free. The one swill I can’t stand (though I’ve drank plenty of) is Bud Light.

A word on creating the black and tans or half and halfs… please don’t mix them. I about slapped someone that did that. It just isn’t proper, for one why would you even want to dilute down that precious Guinness? Secondly, it foams the stuff up and gives it a bad taste. I’ve since gotten him to stop. I’ve found that using a spoon and a slow pour is the easiest way to cascade the Guinness on top. I don’t really create these drinks because I find I much rather drink a Guinness straight. :-)

I guess you noticed my affinity for the Irish beers. I found I love them best. I guess it helps that I’m half Irish, half German.

I’ve tried many types of beers now through Old Chicago’s World Beer Tour. It’s expensive but fun. They have a helluva good pizza there too. I highly recommend them. I’ve had my share of problems but I know the store manager at my local one and she is excellent.

I need to take my darling there. She hasn’t been and I know she’d enjoy it.

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Just Like A Curse?

Friday, September 11th, 2009

Where to start. Hell, let’s go with last night. Yesterday, I was worried about Ms. Sexy X all day. By afternoon she at least turned her phone back on. That’s a relief but I’m still down. Whatever. I’m looking forward to getting off work and going over to BDubs to watch the game. (That’d be Buffalo Wild Wings, y’all! Also called BW3) I didn’t want no watered down pissy beer but a real man’s beer so I got the nectar of the gods… GUINNESS! Oh, I knew a tall glass of import was going to hurt the ol’ pocketbook but I went there for the atmosphere. A lot of us Steelers fans gather there on gameday. I couldn’t find a spot to sit so I sat with a black dude who was rambling on about all sorts of stuff. He was nice but he was a bit touched. I’m sure he was a little tipsy but I think there was a bit something more than that. However, he was nice and he was talking about some football and about his army life and living in Pittsburgh and some other stuff. I wasn’t really paying any attention because I was there to watch a game. I had 2 Guinness and I wish I had more but that cost me THIRTEEN bucks right there. I got wings too and that put me over $20!!! FUCK. I’m trying to save money so that’ll be my splurge for a while. The wings were actually fairly hot which is weird because I am usually NOT impressed. I think I was having an off day because I don’t normally find them spicy.

The Georgia Tech/Clemson game looked good. GT ran a train with the deadly triple option but then choked and Clemson came back. GT barely pulled that shit out for the win by a field goal. I wish I saw the game but NFL takes precedence for me.

The question that’s floating around is if Troy Polamalu’s injury is half of the “Madden Curse” since he and Larry Fitzgerald were on the cover of this year’s game. I think it’s silly because this is football and everyone gets injured. To top it off, the human missle gets that nickname from me because he plays no holds barred smash mouth football. He gets in on blitzes, run defense, and drops back into zone and breaks up all sorts of plays with hard hits. He’s bound to get shaken up. It sucks that he got hurt on a simple grab for a ball but that’s how it goes sometimes. He should be good in a few weeks I think.

I left the place at halftime and came home to watch the rest. I honestly don’t remember how I spent the rest of the night after the game. I talked with someone for a while, cleaned up for bed, and I guess I just watched SportsCenter as well as typed up some emails and drafts for here. I was feeling slightly better but I’m still sad.

This morning I was so-so. By lunchtime it was hitting hard. I won’t butter it up, it’s depression. I’m trying not to feel it, right now I’m in a bummy mood and I shouldn’t be. I just feel so empty, I don’t feel like eating and I just feel so… empty. :-( I haven’t talked with her in 11 days now. I have heard from her in other ways as recently as 4-5 days ago via a text. But that’s hard to get nothing but silence. It ain’t her fault, nosiree. I just feel sad and there isn’t much I can do about it. I’m trying to buck up. I will. Tomorrow is a new day. Maybe she’ll call, maybe she’ll say the word. If nothing else, I’ll go watch the OSU/USC game with a friend. Blah.

Tonight… I have no idea. I’m going to try to call her. I don’t expect to get an answer unfortunately. But at least I can try. My friends mentioned drinking but I don’t feel like it, especially when depressed as it makes it worse for me.

I know, I know… three fucking posts in one day? These posts help alleviate the feeling, this is a therapy for me.

Blah, blah, blah, blah, bllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. That’s how I feel. I’m just awwwesome I think. Fuck it, fuck y’all, fuck everything. Mmm, that made me feel a little bit better. Ha.

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What’s New, Pussycat?

Thursday, September 10th, 2009

I have that stupid feeling again. Yes, I’m worried. Yes, the cloak of depression is being kind enough to make its presence known. UGH. Ms. Sexy X’s phone has been going straight to voicemail again for the past 2 days at least. I have absolutely no idea what that means. It could be several possibilities. Just like last time, I’m super worried. She sent a text last time but then I had also emailed her mom so… I have no idea. I just don’t fucking know.

Tonight is a big night for me. Well, it’s supposed to be anyways. With my mood being down, who knows? At 8:30PM EST the Tennessee Titans travel to Heinz Field to take on the Super Bowl Champions – the Pittsburgh Steelers!! Yeah, we lost to them in the 16th game last year but I still say that game didn’t matter. True, it was for home field advantage but in the end they got beat so it didn’t matter and I think it was more important for the Steelers to keep their guys healthy.

My sleep last night sucked. I woke up every two hours almost on the dot. Why? I don’t know. That means I did have a dream at least one I can remember. I jumped in a river to grab a drowning dog and I came out with a bunch of leeches on me. Then I had to pick the bastards off and it hurt. That was the extent of the dream. What the fuck?

Each time I woke up I checked my phone on the off chance that she left a message. Of course none ever came. I don’t know. There’s my least favorite three words. No se. No fucking se.

I went to Old Chicago last night for the kick off of the Oktoberfest mini tour. They had brauts, some sort of meatball thing, chocolate cake with coconut on top (which I scraped off,) and potato salad. The food was decent… hey it was free. I drank a Spaten and Sam Adams Oktoberfest beers. I then had a Beck’s which wasn’t too good. The last beer I don’t even know the name, it wasn’t even pronounced close to how it was spelled. It was alright. I stayed for an hour and a half. I went alone which sucks but my friend backed out. I did talk with some old guy for quite a while, he was telling me about Europe and how he was stationed in Germany for 3 years in the Army. It was pretty neat. But I had a feeling creeping inside so I left. I came home and watched a movie and then broke down and cried in a few spats for just a few minutes. I try so hard not to but it just catches up with me. Blah, fuck it all. I don’t even like typing that out because then I can’t deny that it happened. Sigh…

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The Pressure’s Been On Me

Tuesday, September 8th, 2009

I don’t think anyone appreciates the pressure I’m under. I’m dealing with my own shit right now. From my love life to my work life to just life in general. My mom calls to mourn over the dog. That’s fine and I let her but I had told her the other night that I’d rather not think about it right now. She also starts talking religion which she knows I just don’t want to hear that. But I did what any good son would do, I suppose, and I just listened. I let her get it out. Sure I’m worried about her and her depression but what can I do? I have my own fucking depression that I’m battling off each and every single day. Today I’m doing well. I also had my friend text and call me yesterday because he has problems with money, breaking up, and his mom. I’m trying to help him because I don’t like to turn my back on anyone but fuck if I need a break. I listened to him although I had no advice to offer either.

I don’t know what to do. It’s another day without talking to Ms. Sexy X, I’m always worried for her. So that’s bearing down on me hardest. I can live with it, I just look to the next day and hope she says the word. I’m not fooling myself because it’s probably 2 months out or more but fuck it. She may just say “fuck it” and say the word so I can go out there. I really hope she does. But that’s all whatever. I’ll wait.

Right now I’m just looking forward to grilling a few burgers, drinking my Pepsi, and watching a movie. Beyond that I have no fucking clue what I’m doing. I’m just trying to kill another day so that I’m closer to my darling.

I bought a gross of Pepsi. Why? The 12 packs were on sale for $1.99, how could I possibly pass that up? It’ll last me a few months at one to two a day. I’m allowed a vice so back off. I brush my teeth 3 times a day too.

The burgers I make are delicious. I prefer them rare though on occasion I’ll cook all the way up to medium well as they’re still juicy. I pat them out into quarter pounders, I add garlic powder, cayenne pepper, and Famous Dave’s seasoning to them. I grill to desired doneness and then add a slice of swiss and that’s all she wrote. It’s very tasty.

Before I forget, the Miami/Florida State University game was excellent last night. I’m more of a defense person so the Steelers are naturally fun to watch. That game had some good defensive plays but the secondary was young and weak for both sides so there was a LOT of deep passing plays. Regardless, the points didn’t get too far out of control because each team’s defense made some nice stops here and there. The kicker for FSU shanked 2 and then made the rest. It went to the very last second where Ponder threw a low pass but it was catchable. The receiver dropped it in the endzone. I liked seeing Miami win. My question is what the hell the coach was thinking by not calling a timeout and wasting 20 seconds? That prevented getting a running play or two in. Piss poor coaching.

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Sleepy

Monday, August 31st, 2009

I haven’t gotten a whole lot of sleep in the past few days. I normally go to bed around 3AM especially with Ms. Sexy X calling late. I did some hour switching temporarily so I’ve been getting up at 6AM for work. That isn’t a helluva lot of sleep. She’ll hopefully call again tonight. I about fell asleep at work… okay I didn’t but it was realllly boring today and that didn’t help. I did almost go to sleep on break. I was going to take a nap on lunch but I had to use the bathroom and I figured I’d go home and do that and then sleep. That didn’t happen. Oh well. When I got home after work I showered and went to bed. I basically laid there for two hours. I ALMOST fell asleep several times but it never came. So when I got up I had one of those lack-of-sleep-headaches (that suck!) and I ate some leftover pizza and lasagna and had a Pepsi on the roof. Yeah, I watched the sunset again. It’s chilly here so being up on a breezy roof wasn’t the best thing ever.

I was feeling ill this morning so I didn’t eat breakfast… which always makes it worse. I ended up drinking some coffee and normally I never do. I LOVE the smell of coffee and it makes me feel better but I needed the caffeine and the taste wasn’t repulsive. Surprisingly, it actually helped a bit. I would have had more except I got a Sobe Orange Cream and it was gooooood. I like that better than Jones soda. It’s smoother, tastier, 20 ozs in a nice glass bottle, and only a dollar. Yum! The only downside is that it looks disgusting. Oh well.

What’s on my plate for the rest of the night? I’m watching the Vikings/Texans game. I’ll watch and review the True Blood tonight I think. Hopefully, Ms. Sexy X will call again tonight. With this headache and another early shift tomorrow and this damned lingering cough, I may cut it early tonight. I don’t know yet. I wish she’d call a bit earlier in the night but she calls right before she goes to sleep. Right now… I feel awake and fine so hopefully it will last the night.

I was feeling a little depressed today. Not bad at all, just a tinge. I don’t like being here anymore and I hate waiting. Luckily, I’ve been too tired to dwell on that so it wasn’t too bad today. I could have used that nap. I’d go to bed now but I just can’t manage to fall asleep before 2AM as shown by my wreck of a 2 hour nap after work.

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Depositions suck

Monday, August 10th, 2009

I had to get deposed today, obviously for a legal matter. My anxiety was on full alert and I have that tinge of depression going on that I mentioned in my last post. I was sworn in and asked questions for an hour and a half. There was other talk too and one of the lawyers was late so all told it took 3 hours. The hour wait was the worst part because I’m already nervous and I’m getting sick. I just had to keep working on it in my head. I eased up halfway through but I was still extremely tense. I’m crashing now and am about to rewatch last night’s True Blood which I’ll get to writing about later tonight or tomorrow.

I tried a drink called “Venom” from Dr. Pepper. It’s one of those shots of energy drinks. I have no basis for comparison but it is fruit punch and didn’t have a nasty flavor. It tasted a little off and had a lingering after taste but it wasn’t bad, consideirng I was anxious and had nothing to eat and it didn’t make me sick I’d say that’s a pretty good testimonial for it. Did it give me energy? I don’t know how you measure that but I think it might have. It was a free sample so I don’t care either way. I’m saving my other one for my flight to my girl.

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My Beautiful Disaster