I had some time to cool down. I will box my things up tomorrow in my preparation for my big move. I will probably leave around the first of March. I want to do it sooner but there’s one thing I’m holding off on. We shall see.
I feel like a great weight has been lifted off my shoulder. Well, that feeling came long ago but cutting ties was the final reprieve. I feel better. :-)
It does suck. It sucks for my siblings too. I just won’t put up with it for their sakes, I’ve done that long enough. It’s now about me. Selfish. Yeah, fuck it. You have to stand up for yourself some time. There will be plenty of other times to give of yourself but this is not one of those times. Tomorrow is getting hotter, make no mistake. ;-) That one is for you.
