What are my options? The current one is trying to make contact with Ms. Sexy X. I still haven’t heard a thing from her. Calling her phone I just get disconnected. I still don’t know what that means if anything. I don’t like it, that’s for sure. My second option is to try to make contact with her friend. I don’t have her contact information, she never did give me her phone number though she hinted at an email that her friend uses that I can try. I just don’t know if I should, would she be mad? Would her friend be weirded out or even respond? My third option is emailing her mom again but I haven’t heard from her since my SNAFU in July. That really sucks. I know her mom would know what’s going on even if they’re travelling at the moment. She keeps in touch with that friend. Am I doing too much or too little? The big question is why she hasn’t contacted me? I don’t think it’s a lack of want… I sure hope as hell it ain’t. She sounded happy and was excited to talk with me 16 days ago. I don’t think anything could suddenly change her mind. I have no idea, I’m worried and scared.
That’s the big thought on my mind today. I tried going biking today but the bike is broke so I opted out. I wasn’t too keen on doing that but I figured why not… oh well. I did do a workout after I ate Taco Bell… love the food but definitely never the smartest idea to do that. Right now I’m drinking a Pepsi to help settle my stomach. Speaking of Taco Bell, their new Nacho Crunch burrito is awesome. It’s expensive at $1.99 but it’s a welcome break from the Burrito Supreme which they jacked the price up on.
I’m also helping my brother move a little, I figured it’d give me a distraction. I watched the Bungles beat the Browns. I still can’t believe the Steelers lost to them last week. They’ll beat the Chargers tonight at 8PM. Too bad Polamalu is out again as I can’t wait until he’s back. The Patriots beat the Ravens, I called that upset though it was just barely and I still think the Ravens are the better team there. I didn’t expect the Redskins to win nor Jacksonville. Interesting.
I’m tired at the moment. I think I’ll go up on the roof and think. Yeah, it’s slightly cold and there’s a cool breeze. I don’t care. The clouds mask the sunset but I’ll watch regardless.
I need help and the only one that can help me hasn’t talked to me in 16 days. That suuuuuuuuuuuuuuucks like you wouldn’t believe. Things will get better, they have to.
