I saw a most beautiful sunset today. It almost made a tear come to my eye. If I wasn’t on a limited access highway where the chance of getting creamed is high, I would have pulled over and taken a picture. The sun was about 15 degrees off the horizon, the rays splayed out like a halo. There were a few sparse clouds in perfect little cloud shapes scattered around it. It’s one of those moments that makes you go “Wow.” I felt a calming sense rush over me. Everything will be alright, things will work out.
I took a hot shower tonight and felt the same way. That’s good considering I normally get sad in the shower because of me thinking about being alone. I feel a calm sensation. I still have worries and sadness lingering somewhere but for now I’m just… neutral.
I sent my letter today which is also a boost. I hope she likes it. I now have ideas on a third and fourth letter. :-)
