Yesterday was a great day. As I said previously I got to talk to her twice. She did call again like she said she would and it was a fun conversation, it is soooo good hearing her smile on the other end. She was teasing and laughing, it is wonderful! She had to go after an hour though but she said she might call back. Generally I take that as she will call back, especially since a new episode of True Blood came on and we were going to talk about it. :-)
Unfortunately, that call never came. I’m not sure why. I have 2 guesses and I can’t be mad at her if it’s either one. I was kind of hoping for just a message at least or a very quick call, just something to settle the mind. I stayed up until 3AM waiting for that and I knew if I didn’t get it by then chances are I’d get nothing. I would have gladly stayed up all night but I knew there wasn’t a point. I’m hoping she might call yet this morning, even for a very brief call. That’d be most wonderful. I miss her already. :-( I’ll get to the episode in a consecutive post.
For now I’m just sitting on the back deck enjoying the cool weather before it warms up. We’re having an unusually cool period in the past week which has been great. It’s going to end soon though more rain is coming so perhaps there’s a chance it’ll go back to like this in a few days.
My neighbors on one side are dicks. She doesn’t like me. She was walking in her backyard when I glanced over out of the corner of my eye and she realized I was sitting out here, she turned and practically ran back in the house! I laughed to myself, am I really that bad that she has to not enjoy being in her own yard? I don’t even talk to her. Weird, weird, weird.
I can’t wait to be with my Ms. Sexy X. I can’t wait to wake up every day next to her and go out on the back patio and sit with her. I should have been doing just that 2 months ago. Life is a bunch of bullshit and extremely unfair.
